A new day

So, after yesterday I feel much better. I can actually breathe once again. I talked to my best friend Sarah Muzyka and she explained to me that I need to get better if I want to be with Chris again. He is right I do. I am driving myself crazy with the thoughts of thinking about him 24/7. I just need to be a better me and hopefully one day we will find our way back to one another but if not at least I will be a better me. I will always love him and I hope he still loves me. If he doesn't then I can't really be mad at him for it. Maybe my Prince Charming is out there?